Back From The Dead!

I thank the comments of concern towards my new blog. And I’m here now to inform you that the Blog is FIXED. However with a slight downside of it. I can’t use my main domain name therefore I shall be using my SUBDOMAIN name for it.

The address for it is http://jess.tub-r.com

So please if you were linking me with the old domain name http://tub-r.com, please change it to the other one, thanks.

Well, I’ll be seeing all of you, or maybe just some of you who are interested in my writings, at my new blog. Have a good day/afternoon/night y’all~!!

Problems

Dear readers,

Having problems with my new blog. Apparently the database whatever deleted something by it’s own and now there’s fucked-up problems and I had to delete the WHOLE blog. What’s worse, I can’t even get to reinstall the wordpress platform again due to my domain name is still being used to house the old blog’s stuff and needs to be sorted out later on.

So now that there is trouble in paradise. I would have to say that I feel like bashing someone now and I’m damn frustrated. Now I shall go and study for my next exam tomorrow. Good night.

Angrily yours,
Jessica

Packing Up And Moving On…

Yes, you read the title correctly! I’m gonna pack up my typing tools and moving on in life. I’m not gonna blog here again after this…it’s my choice to let this blog go and rot in the corner of the World Wide Web (WWW). No, I would not, WILL not change my mind now and forever.

It’s just my time to let go of The Undeniable Beauty the blog that I’ve grown like a baby, it’s grown up now and it’s time for it to leave it’s mommy (me) and do with it what it will.

It’s saddening to leave this blog, it truly is. I’ve been faithful to blogging almost 5 months now…I’ve never lasted that long before…usually I’d just stop after almost a month either by will or by force. And now I’m saying goodbye to this baby and moving on T-T

I’ll miss you, baby. I’ll still come back to pluck links off you. I’ll even come back to remember the old times, the good ol’ past of ours. This I will cherish. You shall hold within you, a part of my past. A past that after this post will be left with you and be protected by you. Yes, I’m handing all these to you, my baby. I love you D:

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On a lighter note, dear readers, aren’t you curious where and what I’m gonna do from now on? Of course you are. Even if you aren’t, you’re interested enough to be thinking that “I knew it!! She couldn’t even LAST 6 months!! HAH!! And she calls herself a beauty. What a LAUGH!!!” well? you, aren’t you? ;) I knew it all along.

But I’m sorry to burst your bubbles, your disillusionment of me going off to play with myself and be nice to the other kiddies or even start writing in my own diary again. NO!! I’m too far gone to go back. In fact…I’ve got myself a My “Oh-So-New” Sanctuary!! Lol, yes, a new blogging arena :D and this time I’mma be a big girl as my age tells me to be and start paying for things I need.

And indeed I did. I’m going to pay for my new domain!! And it’s called “http://jess.tub-r.com/“. What? It’s short and nice!! And it’s just the RIGHT name for my blog kthx!! …oh all right!! I only took that name cause tub.com and tub.net is TAKEN T-T

Anyways, link me back up again, ok you guys? I’d appreciate it if you showered me with congratulatory comments and if you wanna, hate comments too. LOL. Anyway, I gotta go now. Look at the time =.=” I been up ALL NIGHT!!!

So? What are you waiting for? Oh right, the name. It’s called :

The Undeniable Beauty – Revamped

Hey, why change my identity when I’ve already gotten such a moderate reputation with it? :P

So much to say, so little time…

Okay, okay, I know I got lots to blog about in here since yesterday but I’ve not the time to do so now so I’ll do it later after I announce what the coming changes are. But I’m gonna keep a tight lid on the whole affair. So be patient yea?

Anyways, wanna know about the Good Charlotte concert and all? Sure, I wanna know too if I didn’t go that day but I did and I can’t talk about it now. I’m busy with studying and some other stuff. So be patient yea. I promise that it’ll be SO worth it to know!!

Yes I’m serious. And due to my current inactive-ness, you’ll be seeing more short articles instead of long ones like I’m used to making. So for now, be PATIENT!!!

PATIENCE is a virtue you know!! Anyways, I really got to go now. I’ll be in serious trouble for my exams if I can’t concentrate for longer than 3 hours per day D; so I’ll just sign off now hoping that it rains so that I can’t distract myself from my studies by blogging D:

Damn my blog-addicted self ):

Sleepy Changes…

Something new is coming…I can taste it!! It’s so close that it’s causing me to feel damn tired…so tired…I feel my eyes just shutting all the time!! And I can’t let that happen…I have to go to my cousin’s new shop opening later at 11.30am.

What’s more, when I get back, I wanna go to the salon to get a haircut, go to Sinma to shop for some hair clips, choose the clothes I wanna wear to tonight’s outing to go see Good Charlotte, come back and blog about it and then study some more for my exams and THEN only I sleep…

And I’m estimating that to be around 2am in the morning tomorrow…not 11.15am today D: aiks T-T so sleepy D: what to do!!!

Anyways, the change is coming soon, just be sure to check it out for I’ll be announcing it pretty soon :D

Good Charlotte Anyone?

So who is gonna go for the Good Charlotte thing? So far, I know 3 other people going, and they’re the ones who gave me the spare ticket they have :D other than them are my sister, her friend, and my brother and his friend. And altogether are 8 of us going but by different means of transportation la. but I got to say, my sis, her friend, my brother, and his friend. All four of them got VIP tickets D: so that means I can’t go as near to Good Charlotte as I want la…

But then again, it’s good enough cause it’s an experience mah :D so who are you who are going to go for this outing? Wanna hang out kah? Nooooo, I have absolutely NO ulterior motives for asking you to hang out with me, ABSOLUTELY non at all -nods, trying to convince self- it’s true!!! I SWEAR!!! -Breaks down- FINE la!!! I’m going with my brother and his friend wei, take pity on me la. I’m like the third wheel wokai? He going with a girl you know D: some more both of them younger than me a year. So which of you going alone? Need company? I am SO there!! Please? Lol!!

So want or not? I also wanna meet my other fellow bloggers mah. Never had a chance to meet anyone before. This is a good chance to do so. And you know what? You’ll get to meet me!!! -Crows squawking in the silence- WHAT!! I’m a nice person to meet, kay!!! It’s true D:

Yea, yea, I’m lame =.=” thanks a lot. But hey, I’m honest, right? RIGHT!! So wanna get together and watch together kah? Yes? No? Maybe yes? Maybe no? Definitely yes? Definitely no? Pretty please? Lol

Anyways, if you planning to go, comment here, email, sms me or something. I know, I know. I don’t have any contacts here but that’s cause you didn’t look deep enough worr…

Comment you can do it here. Email, you can email me at guardianangie@gmail.com or MSN me at guardianangie_14@hotmail.com. But ah, I will not release my phone number here la, don’t know if got some stalker come and get it then stalk me to flame them like I did here hahahaha!!

Anyways, on a side note, if we DO meet, don’t ask me anything about Good Charlotte, wokay? I’m not such a fan la. I just listen to music only, I don’t remember names wan…haiyah, I got short memory mah. So instead of memorizing names of singers, actors, actresses and so on that are SO not coming out for my exams, I prefer to remember Psychology terms, theories and such cause coming out in exams what!!

So what are you waiting for? Tell me if you’re going or not then maybe can go together kah or can hang out together and enjoy ourself la :D

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We Shouldn’t, Wouldn’t, Couldn’t!

I shouldn’t.

I wouldn’t.

I couldn’t.

It’s too soon. We’ve only just begun. We’re not familiar to each other to go there yet. It’s an impulse we shouldn’t take. It’s too dangerous! I couldn’t, couldn’t couldn’t!

You shouldn’t.

You wouldn’t.

You couldn’t.

You mustn’t make me go to the next level. it’s too soon. It’s unthinkable. What would our parents say. What would we tell them! I wouldn’t, wouldn’t, wouldn’t!

We shouldn’t.

We wouldn’t.

We couldn’t.

You’re too cruel. Using emotional blackmail on me. Making me make this decision. It’s just not right. It’s all too soon for us! I shouldn’t, shouldn’t, shouldn’t!

I shouldn’t.

You wouldn’t.

We wouldn’t.

It’s all a mistake. I shouldn’t have gone to you. You shouldn’t have taken advantage. And we shouldn’t be here now doing this. It’s too cruel. How can you make me do this! Why did I make you make me do this…

I’m guilty.

You’re guilty.

We’re both guilty.

Those days of fun and youthful disregard has finally lead to our downfall. We’re now forced to get together by both our parents. I see no other way out. I told you it was a bad idea to do it. And now we have to pay the price.

I’m sorry.

You’re sorry.

We’re sorry.

But now it’s too late. What is done is done. We are now stuck together till the deed is done. Nothing can be done to stop them for making us finish what we started. We’re sorry. But we’re guilty. So from now on, we shall do your bidding and let our baby go…

Bye bye baby, we love you with all our hearts. Mummy will always love you. But we’re sorry we can’t keep you. You’ll always be in our hearts. We love you!!

My Baby – Adopted

We’ll miss you!! T-T

Wind of Change

Something big is coming soon…a big change is about to happen…the lid is shut tight on the case…nothing is coming out from source.

No one is talking, nothing is being said. All they know that a change is coming underway. It’s all planned. Something big is coming and the change will begin. A cover up story is being made and ready for the day when changes will come.Till then, everything will be closed up and nothing will be mentioned.

What is it? What’s happening? WHAT?!?!

Calm down, I’m sure it ain’t that that…

What’s it gonna DO to US?

Nothing dear, it’s just all a lie to make us panic

But dear sir, it’s not a emergency drill and it’s not just to make you panic. It’s big…it truly is…you should prepare for the storm…it’s coming your way soon. Take cover, get ready!! There’s no place to hide, really. It’ll eventually get you. But don’t worry, embrace it for it will…Change.Your.View.

Be prepared…

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His Kind Gift To Me

Recently, chatting with a friend of mine, while we talk about what’s been going on in our lives, what’s our plans for the coming days, about the past as to how it was fun when we were surrounded by friends and stuff when he suddenly sprung all kinds of questions on me…

And know what? He said that treating me to dinner was my birthday gift so I took advantage of that and ordered expensive ones. But then again, the best gift was talking, asking, and listening to me the whole night. I appreciate it. Thanks!! Below are the conversation we had.

About the Past

Him : “What about friends? New AND old ones.

Me : “Well, I have a few minions in University at the moment. We have fun :D and tend to stress out a lot together…especially at my house…The old gang? not so much, hardly even message them anymore. Only for greeting them happy birthdays and celebrations or when we wanna hang out.

Him : -stares at me a while and nods- “It’s sad isn’t it? Branching off and leaving old memories behind?

Me : -Looks back seriously- “Yea it is, but then again, memories of the past are never lost, just locked away in a secluded part of the heart. That’s what makes it so memorable, hmm?

Him : “If you’d have gone back to redo it again, would you have chosen your past or your present?

Me : -Ponders a while- “If I went back in time to follow my past, I wouldn’t be studying what I’m studying now, my dream, and wouldn’t have met new friends and wouldn’t be me anymore…If I did go back, I’d let it be the way it’s suppose to be and continue on.

Him : “Would you say your past is more important than your present?

Me : “I would say my present is important as well as my past because soon, my present will be my past and what is important now, will still be important after.

About Relationships

Him : “And hows your love life coming along, Jess?

Me : “It isn’t…it stopped about a week or so ago actually.

Him : -Stares at me- “Did it?

Me : “Damn your eyes, you knew it ended the day he wanted to leave me…

Him : “But you didn’t let him leave you. So what happened?

Me : “I don’t know. It’s one of those times when you know it’s suppose to be a wonderful relationship and then you find yourself at the other side of the ravine.

Him : “But that doesn’t mean you can’t find a bridge to closer the gap.

Me : “But I couldn’t. In fact, the space became wider and wider until I couldn’t see him anymore. It sucks…

Him : “What caused it to widen, Jess?

Me : “As if you don’t know! -pifs- Twas the assignments, the classes, the everything. I kept getting sicker and tired by the end of each day that I couldn’t even get on to see him.

Him : “So is that why you broke up?

Me : “No, actually, we didn’t break up. He left me. He found that I blocked him on MSN. Like OMG, it’s just a “a-while” blocking!! He’s so EMO!!” -Shakes in anger-

Him : “Calm down, Jess. Remember, I’m your friend, we confide in each other right?

Me : “Hahaha, you know you’re not JUST a friend, you’re my humblest, most oldest slave I have ^^

Him : “Haha, that’s true. But seriously, what do you plan to do now seeing as you’re single and on the market again.

Me : “you make me sound like a fish D: and I don’t think I’ll deny it when someone ask if I were single and neither will I announce it (other than on my blog that is, seeing as how I’m reporting this real life conversation) to the world that I am.

Him : “Are you feeling any regrets then? About him leaving. Do you still like him?

Me : “I never liked him. I loved him, actually. I won’t say that I am glad that the relationship is over. But I’m not sad about it either. In fact, it’s just a neutral feeling.

Him : “So wanna go out with me on a date sometime? :P

Me : “Not a chance.

Him : “You mean I’m not good enough?

Me : “You’re awesome, but then again, I wouldn’t want to risk the wrath of your honey X3~

Him : “Hahaha, I wouldn’t want to lose her too :D

About Studies

Him : “So how are your studies?

Me : “It’s fine.

Him : “Doesn’t sound so fine to me.

Me : “Well, aren’t YOU the psychic.

Him : “Nah, I’m just your slave. And being your slave means knowing everything about you.

Me : “Oh yeah?

Him : “Yes, master~

Me : “Good boy XP~

Him : “So back to studies.

Me : “Sheesh, you sound like one of my lecturers. Such a one track mind guy you are.” -Shakes head in disgust-

Him : “That’s me all over. So stop stalling and spill.

Me : “Yes, your slaveness~

Him : -Grins- “Oh stop stalling already!!

Me : -Pifs in frustration- “Oh fine!! It’s okay but for the fact that there’s intergroup conflict in my assignment team.

Him : -Leans forward like an eager child- “Ooo, conflicts, now that’s more like it. Tell me more.

Me : -Laughs and whacks him- “Well, since this semester started, it was also the beginning of our downfall.

Him : “Sounds like a story. Does it have a princess and happy endings?

Me : -Whacks again- “I thought you wanted to hear the story!! So hush up and listen!!

Him : -Wards off attacks- “okay, okay, my master.

Me : -Clears throat and sips at drinks- “No, there isn’t any princesses or happy endings. Just 4 irritated females and an irritating old man. Anyway. the old man, CW likes one of the girls, WL, and decided to confess to her. But due to the fact that WL finds nothing, absolutely nothing to admire about CW, she blatantly avoided him for days until she decicded to reject him.

After the rejection, the mood in the group changed drastically. The four girls have begun a discrimination campaign against CW due to his sudden moodiness. At first, all 4 girls didn’t want to embarrass him when WL rejected him. But it turns out that he wanted a fight. He fought every group decision which caused all the 3 other girls to lose their cool and find every reason to fight him.

So later, during assignments, the four girls gave CW as LITTLE tasks as possible so that there was minimal contact. However, CW even managed to fuck those up too. And during the last presentation of the semester, just because all 4 girls rejected his slides due to the fact that the tutor wanted a short presentation slides that were to the point whereas his were like…NOTES!! He has this irrational belief that we sabotage his presentation results and went behind all 4 girls back and complained to the tutor.

“Excuse me, Mr. I’m-a-pussy, you didn’t do any single thing in the LAST assignment.” And now he is complaining about one of us and you know how it is. You tell on some one and that person would have lower marks just cause you don’t like them. But the 4 girls didn’t do that. Oh no…he was the one. The person who contributed the LEAST!!! My fucking gawd…he should GROW UP!!

Him : “Wow…that was just…WOW!” -Claps-

Me : “Why thank you my humble slave.

Him : “I just don’t get why you all didn’t just kick him off the team or complain about him?

Me : “That’s because we have sympathy and empathy towards this guy. Come on, we’re not that evil to kick him off in the middle of the semester.

Him : “But he sounds like a downright bastard, to be honest.

Me : “Yes he does. In fact, he even managed to lose J’s pendrive and NOT apologive when he first told her it wasn’t with him until he, if I may say so, afraid, when he saw J.

Him : “Grrr, a spineless coward…

Me : “Yes, don’t we hate ‘em cowards?

Him : “Yes, we do…

Me : “So that’s about it XD~

Him : “And what do you all plan to do about this.

Me : “Sheesh, you and your one-tracked mind D:

Him : “Why, thank you.

Me : -Laughs and scowl at the same time- “Why, we’re gonna kick him out of the group of course. Actually, we don’t think of him as the member of our team anymore. He’ll be the downfall of us, I swear! And besides I don’t think I can live with his attitude for another 2 years :x

Him : “Good for all of you then. Kudos!

Me : “Thanks ^^

We had dinner and had fun. I really appreciate it. It just makes me more at ease to know you care enough to listen to me instead of spending quality time with your girlfriend. I’ll never forget hat you did. (Not that I can anyways since I blogged it all lol ;) )

The Plague Has Begun!

The plague has arrived, right here, just next to you. What do I mean? I mean the plague you foolish one!! Listen up now and listen clear. The tale that I’ll be telling is long and winded and to save yourself, you’d better listen, dearies.

Origins : Yen
Disease : Conjunctivitis

Friday
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Victim(s) : Jessica

Saturday
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Victim(s) : Lucy, Yen’s Friend #1, Yen’s Friend #2

Sunday
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Victim(s) : Shan, Yen’s Friend #2, Yen’s Friend #3, Yen’s Friend #4

Monday
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Victim(s) : Daddy, Yen’s Friend #5

Please be aware that 3 out of the 4 reds are now confined in their own homes to prevent the plague from passing. However, do not believe that you are safe in the least. Eight of the eleven other people infected by the disease are still running around the world highly excited of this passing disease and are heard bragging about how “funny” this situation is.

Originator : But you gotta admit, this is funny.

Me : =.=” how is it funny? I can’t even study now, woi…

Originator : Think la, if we all go to school and pass here and there, then the next time you see, all those who DIDN’T get it will be quarantined at home to keep the plague OUT XD~

Me : So that’s funny o_O”?

Originator : Yea!

Me : =.=”…

People from this (SMK Damansara Utama) school are asked to beware and look out for this disease. This is not to exclude the public but also as a warning that this disease is very passable (as in not get a pass for exams wokai? But pass from one person to another.) Please be cautious at all times. Do not touch your finger directly to your eyes. Even if you are not poking at your eyes, please use tissues at all times when coming in contact with your face. Wash your hands constantly and prevent from getting poked in the eyes by naughty individuals.

Please be cautious but do not be alarmed as well due to the fact that Conjunctivitis does NOT kill!!! It just causes you to have massive red eye and it would feel like someone is sticking their eyes into your cornea. And do not be alarmed and think that you have become an emo person if you find yourself crying at every tiny little thing like killing an ant. It’s dead, move on!

Also, massive amount of pus leakage will happen especially while you are sleeping and thus finding yourself unable to wake up in the morning because your eyes are sealed shut by the dried pus as if someone just cellophane taped-ed your eyes shut.

This is a service message sponsored by The Undeniable Beauty to the public.

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