不再流泪

曾经,为失败而流泪,为失去而痛哭,将受创的伤口藏得隐隐密密,害怕一旦经过碰触,便会皮开肉绽, 永远不能痊愈.那时,每至夜深人寂的时刻,都会思潮起伏,所复失眠,无限的惆怅,直至泪水浸透了棉枕,红肿的双眼方才疲倦地合上,等待另一个新的明天到来,在那时候,几乎从未为明天及划过,难道昨日还会重现吗?渐渐地,生活只属于回忆,对明天不再春有任何希望,人也开始变得消极。

时间往往可以改变一个。我就是在时间的训练及朋友的提醒之下,方惊觉自己委实太过悲观了。人生道路本来就是崎岖艰幸的,摔过一蹄算得了什么?子要有决心,有勇气,扒在泥泞里也能爬起来,继续往前冲,受过挫折,从中学习才有进步;永远风平浪静的太平日子只适合哪些心境衰老的人。我们的人生路途才刚开始,倘若因为小小的打击而心灰意冷,消极悲观,那么在我们的前方,布满荆棘的道路该如何继续走下去?

“路,是要靠自己去开拓的。” 这句话的意义一直都未曾被否定过。毕竟,漫长的道路是永远不会那么孤寂。快乐的时候要尽量珍惜,北上的时候也别自怨自艾,因为,黑暗的过后就会有黎明的到来; 没有经历过黑暗,就永远无法体会到黎明所带来的喜悦! 经得起挫折,生活才算真正有意义.

自此,我不再怨天尤人.我坚持自己的信念,过去取得就让它成为会忆,昨日不可六,充满希望的明天正等着我们去努力开拓!昨日之泪不会再涌现于今日的眼眶中,因为我永远记得,只有弱者才会有气馁的眼泪!

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My Grasp on the Chinese Language…

今天学了新的东西。那就是什么呢?那就是华语啊!什么?不明我所说的话吗?对不起哦 😮

Translation :
Today I’ve learned something new. And what is that? Well, it’s the language! What? You don’t understand what I’m saying? Oh, sorry 😮

Ooops, heh, sorry about that. I was just so caught up in being able to type in Chinese on my computer 😮 I seriously never knew thus I’m like a lil kid with her new toy XD 讲到这一点呢...(regarding this…) I have never taken languages seriously at all…

There was a time when I have scoffed at the usage of Chinese, I never liked that language before. I never got the hang of all the difficult words cause for every sound, there are very many meanings. I couldn’t cope with any of it. I often get frustrated when it comes to Chinese studies.

Ashamed to say, I gave up Chinese studies in Form Two, beginning of the year. This was because I wasn’t doing very well in classes and I just couldn’t get what was so important about knowing the confusing language and in the end, I got a measly 9% in my first monthly exam in Form Two. Frustrated, I gave up and just quit.

My parents had a fit when they found out about this, yet they already knew it was a long time coming. I’ve already mentioned before that I didn’t want to go for Chinese classes anymore in Form One, but I guess they have put their hopes up too high…as they always do…so after informing my teacher about my decision, I was free. Free from having to do a subject I never liked, free to go on to bigger and better things, free to…oh what am I saying, now the Chinese language in itself represents a lot seeing as how China is becoming a bigger investment in the world, that is where current job opportunities lie.

But hey, let’s say I’m not going to be placed there to work. But in Malaysia, majority Chinese don’t know English very well. And as a future Psychologist, wouldn’t I be a banana among my clients? I wouldn’t be able to help anyone if I can’t communicate with them. So what am I suppose to do then? Use hand language?

So like that lah, I’ll be using Chinese more frequent after my exams but I won’t be forgoing my deteriorating grasp on English ever since I started studying in KTAR up to now in UTAR. If you can speak and write at least 3 languages, you’re a damn lucky person and a highly educated one in my eyes. I salute you*!

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