不再流泪

曾经,为失败而流泪,为失去而痛哭,将受创的伤口藏得隐隐密密,害怕一旦经过碰触,便会皮开肉绽, 永远不能痊愈.那时,每至夜深人寂的时刻,都会思潮起伏,所复失眠,无限的惆怅,直至泪水浸透了棉枕,红肿的双眼方才疲倦地合上,等待另一个新的明天到来,在那时候,几乎从未为明天及划过,难道昨日还会重现吗?渐渐地,生活只属于回忆,对明天不再春有任何希望,人也开始变得消极。

时间往往可以改变一个。我就是在时间的训练及朋友的提醒之下,方惊觉自己委实太过悲观了。人生道路本来就是崎岖艰幸的,摔过一蹄算得了什么?子要有决心,有勇气,扒在泥泞里也能爬起来,继续往前冲,受过挫折,从中学习才有进步;永远风平浪静的太平日子只适合哪些心境衰老的人。我们的人生路途才刚开始,倘若因为小小的打击而心灰意冷,消极悲观,那么在我们的前方,布满荆棘的道路该如何继续走下去?

“路,是要靠自己去开拓的。” 这句话的意义一直都未曾被否定过。毕竟,漫长的道路是永远不会那么孤寂。快乐的时候要尽量珍惜,北上的时候也别自怨自艾,因为,黑暗的过后就会有黎明的到来; 没有经历过黑暗,就永远无法体会到黎明所带来的喜悦! 经得起挫折,生活才算真正有意义.

自此,我不再怨天尤人.我坚持自己的信念,过去取得就让它成为会忆,昨日不可六,充满希望的明天正等着我们去努力开拓!昨日之泪不会再涌现于今日的眼眶中,因为我永远记得,只有弱者才会有气馁的眼泪!

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Who is That?

Who is that guy? You know…the guy right next to you.
He’s waving at me from where you are standing.
Yes, he’s just beside you, smiling at me as if, he’s happy to see me.
But he doesn’t attempt to come up to me…just staying there right next to you.
It’s as if he doesn’t want to leave you, as if he’s afraid you’d leave him behind…

Why does he cling to you so? Do you know him?

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What’s this you’re saying? What blasphemy are you talking about?
There’s no one beside me…but there’s a person right beside you waving at me.
Where are your eyes wandering to…he’s just beside you staring back at me…
Do you not see him? He’s smiling at me sadly as if he’s got some untold secrets.
Why are you sad? Are you hurt? What is wrong?

Oh please…why can’t you see he’s sad that you don’t notice him…

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I don’t understand what you’re saying…what guy?
The only guy I see is right there next to you.
He’s frowning at me as if he’s pondering about our conversation…
Oh no!! Please don’t cry…have you no heart? Why aren’t you comforting him?
Why can’t you see him! And why is it that you say you someone is next to me…?

What is going on? Is something wrong with our eyes? Are we going mad?

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Why is it that we can’t see them?
Am I blind or are you the blinded one?
He, the guy beside you, he’s saying that he’s used to it…
What are you used to, Mr. Man? How come only I can see you and not him too?
What’s that? I am also the blind fool? But how can that be? I can see you…

What going on? I don’t understand it. What’s going on?!?!

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There is nothing wrong with your eyes, nonetheless, you are both blinded fools.
We have always been by your sides, from the moment you made a friend,
from the moment we shake hands and exchanged smiles.
We are always near you and around you, we take pride in your success
And cry with you in your downfall.
You have just never noticed us for we are always constantly with you
that you tend to get too used to it and take it for granted
Who are we? What are we?

We are the ones you call “My bestfriend”

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Well, what I am trying to explain here is, don’t take your friends for granted, they’re human too, they feel hurt when they’re ignored or left behind for bigger and better things. Just because your life is WAY better now. They’re still your friends. They have been with you through good and bad times. So even if you have gone on to bigger and more influential things and friends, would you think these newer ones would stick by you forever, just like the old ones?

To quote these people, I’d say that it’s words best kept to heart :

One loyal friend is worth ten thousand relatives.
Euripides, Greek playwrite

I find friendship to be like wine, raw when new, ripened with age, the true old man’s milk and restorative cordial.
Thomas Jefferson

Too late we learn, a man must hold his friend
Unjudged, accepted, trusted to the end.

John Boyle O’Reilly

My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me.
Henry Ford

The most I can do for my friend is simply to be his friend. I have no wealth to bestow on him. If he knows that I am happy in loving him, he will want no other reward. Is not friendship divine in this?
Henry David Thoreau

PS : This piece is very erm…how do you say…not well-versed cause I can’t seem to express myself correctly. There probably will be a second version to this later on when I have the time…therefore, be harsh with the criticisms 😛

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Cute Buttons

Recently I’ve become a member of several little groups that I thought it’d be nice just to add an Affiliates to my sidebar. But then again. it’ll look boring!! So what do I do? I whipped out Photoshop and started making new documents of 100 by 30 pixels and just did my ordinarily simple thing and voila!! It doesn’t look so plain now lol.

Before

My Affiliates - Before

After

My Affiliates - After

Now tell me that doesn’t look interesting to you 😀

So I added la more buttons cause suddenly become crazed for more little buttons ^^ make the blog look livelier mah 😛 And this is my end result :

My Affiliates - End Result

Nice, right? So hows about it? Want me to make a/many simple buttons for you? I can do it but please, I only do simple ones cause I’m a n00b at Photoshop. I never really bothered to look at tutorials at all cause busy, busy, busy.

If you want to pluck any of my Affiliate Buttons from my sidebar, you can. On one condition. You credit me by linking to me =D You do that and I’ll be ever grateful (no credits means you STOLE from ME you THIEF!!!).

Dictator Wanna-Be

Hands OFF my button, please. This is MINE and MINE only ^^ If you want something with almost similar caption, please post in the comment area like thus :

Button Color :
Button Caption :

Here’s something I’m throwing into the pile just in case you feel that you’re worthy to be muh slave 😀

Jess's Slave Button

The rest are normal affiliate buttons that you may pluck, of course, credit me for those as well 😀

Blogger's Community Blogpals Project Petaling Street

And if you are involved in these communities, you may take them as well ^^ (creditted of course 😛 )

Midnight Jewel Online PsyChe Forumer UTAR Slaver

After picking out the ones that you want, please!! And I say again, credit me by placing this :

The Undeniable Beauty

and then place a link into it or below it and if you have no idea what my link is, it’s this :

https://theundeniablebeauty.wordpress.com/

Other than that, all comments and ratings are appreciated thanks!! ^^

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Can’t You See? Don’t You Care?

Can’t you see? Don’t you care
That I want to die?
Don’t you listen? Can’t you hear
My silent cry?

Won’t you turn? Can’t you hold
Me to your heart?
Are you afraid of what might follow
Once you start?

Would you rather not believe
I’m in such pain
That all your sense and good advice
Must be in vain?

Would you rather tell yourself
I’ll be OK,
And all this adolescent angst
Will go away?

Ah! Would I also swim across
This lake alone!
But if you cannot swim with me,
I know I’ll drown.

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I’ve done something I’ve used to do before…it hurts now, I never thought that I’d be afraid to die, maybe I should just get it over with and then regret. But what do I get from it? Eternal damnation? Sounds like fun…but there’s so much of life I haven’t seen before like meeting people who I care the most, like making it to age 80 like my grandpa.

Oh life, cure me of my impure thoughts of suicidal attempts, or hurting myself, of unconditional thoughts, of my depression…I haven’t the slightest idea when I began thinking like this. Why the thought of slicing my arm seems so comforting…could it be that I’m ready to let go? Could it be that I see no meaning to my existence?

Then why do I hesitate so? Perhaps deep within me, I’m afraid to fail in everyone’s eyes…for throughout my life, I amounted to nothing but rebellion and childish tantrums. How I feel dead inside…is nothing compared to my will to survive. Perhaps I am the coward everybody knew I was…I’m sorry…

Signature Of The Week [5]

Sig Week 5

Name of Signature
Loneliness

Phrase
Jessica – My Loneliness Calls For You…

Inspiration
I ono…I just feel lonely all of a sudden…as if I was alone in this world…as if…nothing mattered anymore…not my feelings…not my thoughts…not anything…as if…I been abandoned…I know this feeling is unfounded because I have my family, my friends, my lover and so on…I just don’t know why…but the loneliness is there…

Directed at who?
No one…everyone…?

Amount of time to make it?
2 hours.

Anything else?
I like the render of the female in the siggy…it just called to me with it’s lonely figure 😡 does that make sense?

My Life, My Prison…

Life resembles my prison,
Locked without a key in sight,
No one tries to listen,
For the freedom I fight for.

To climb the walls of insanity,
To ride the waves of despair,
Falling into darkness too deep to escape,
For there’s not a helping hand to spare.

Used to wish for a window,
To see the birds, trees and sky,
But you’re better off without one,
For it stops you from aiming too high.

Watching as others flaunt their freedom,
Seeing their joy, love, and happiness,
Is a price you have to pay,
For those locked away.

The weak loses where the strong prevails,
Be it the fight for survival,
Or the fight for freedom,
You mind makes the choice,
But your heart suffers the consequences.

Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.

Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don’t let on that you’re not,
What you’re pretending to be.

Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.

Leaving naught but a shell,
Base functionality too.
But killing all else,
That was uniquely you.

So how do you grow,
With a time bomb inside?
Or how to defuse it,
Without destroying its ride?

You can’t…

Don’t let life overwhelm you, you’ll just bring about your own death with your hands around your neck, choking yourself to death trying to please those around you, seeking for that certain approval, seeking for that certain expectation. Living in a lie…just stop, and let go…

New Layout

To usher in the new month (in case you just woke up from a coma, the new month would be March of the year 2007, kthx!), I have reverted to a new layout with another NEW custom heading made by me again!! Though, the bunnehs aren’t by me, I took it off of deviantART. The artist is by “HikaruIssyl

Hmm, the layout is a BIT too bright to my liking but I absolutely do LOVE the header linking to my pages and stuff like that (*’ω’*) it’s so convenient!!! Anyways, March is coming up tomorrow, I gotta study for my exam now 😡 yes, I am only gonna study for TWO exams 1 day before the exams x.x can’t blame me, I been sick as a cow and sleeping a lot because of that!! Well, anyways, gambateh to me!!! And to all of you having the same exams or having exams the same day as me 😡

Also I just added in a new “Page” to my blog, it’s a policy page where it tells you what you can do or cannot do as a reader. I know, I know, this actually spoils your mood in reading my blog and so on, but it’s for the best! I have friends who gets harassed by their readers and to tell you the truth, I SO don’t have the time for blogger harassers/abusers/stalkers now since I’m at the end of my semester and the finals are coming up soon! At the beginning of the policy, I have put in a few words of mine about commenting and such and then later on I took a whole lot of discretion policies from another blog site that lets people link to there for reference to their own blog for their readers. In other words, you NEED to read it 😛

Who Wins?

ROUND 1 :

Saraku Art VS. The Scream

The WINNER : The Saraku Art!!


ROUND 2 :

John Baptist (Da Vinci) VS. Sharaku Art

The WINNER : John Baptist (Da Vinci)


ROUND 3 :

Mona Lisa (Da Vinci) VS. The Thinker (Rodin)


So dear readers, who do you think is the winner here? The oh-so-mysterious Mona Lisa or the oh-so-thoughtful Thinker? Choose wisely ^_-

PS : The answer will be posted right before I make another IQ question 😛

EDIT

The answer for “Who Wins? [IQ – 1]” would be…-drumrolls-…the MONA LISA!!! -claps claps claps- congratulations to the MONA LISA and those who have got the answers right!!

Why the MONA LISA? The answer, please read on…

Lets recap, shall we?

Saraku Art VS. The Scream

The Saraku Art wins because he defeated the Screamer with a Rock in hand, crushing the Scissors played by the Screamer!


John Baptist VS. Saraku Art

John Baptist defeats the Saraku Art by cutting his opponent’s Paper with his Scissors.


The Mona Lisa VS. The Thinker

The winner, The Mona Lisa slaps The Thinker with the Paper making the Thinker wonder about using the Rock…

Surprising isn’t it…yes I know, the answer JUST WASN’T EXPECTED to end up JUST LIKE THAT!! I didn’t even seen it coming when I saw this question the other day. So difficult, yet so extremely easy to figure out 😡

Signature Of The Week [4]

Jessica - Uncertainties

Name of Signature
No name…

Phrase
Jessica – Uncertainties

Inspiration
Just recently finished watching all the episodes of “Onegai Teacher” and I can say, it’s a brilliant anime!!

Directed at who?
No one…

Amount of time to make it?
About a day, done it during the festive seasons.

Anything else?
Watch “Onegai Teacher”!!! XP

A Valentine To Remember…

As it is, Saint Valentine’s Day is overrated and over-commercialized to the extreme that businessmen out there are making a whole lot of cash from these over-eager lovers around the world on this very day.

Chocolates, Roses, Soft Toys and so many more are being bought and given to loved ones as a token of their appreciation and love for each other. This year however, I’ve come to be more mature about gifts maybe. Especially so when my loved one is so far from me. But distances isn’t an obstacle for the both of us for we are able to give each other our gifts anyways.

How you ask? Well, both of us are somewhat addicted to “photoshoppin” and we had exchanged pictorial gifts to each other. And his is so sweet I actually cried when I saw it…

This is what he has given me for Valentine’s Day :

And this is what I gave him, a measly 1 picture that isn’t worth mentioning D:

To us, our love is more than physical things, we don’t need those to be close to each other, we have each other to keep as companions on lonely days and nights even if we’re not near each other. Dreams and hopes are what’s keeping us together for we are madly, deeply in love…

I love you, Greg, happy Valentine’s Day, till the day we meet and celebrate Valentine’s together in real -hugs and kisses!-

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