Broken Relationship

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

i’m too busy because of school to come online…i’m sorry for being a fucking bother to won’t have to worry about me talking to you anymore i’m fucking done. sorry for acting like i stalker i guess fucking bullshit.

Posted by Rock at 7:34 PM

Regarding to this post of yours, “i’m too busy because of school to come online” I’m assuming that you were quoting me. As a matter of fact, I AM busy. I thought you understood my situation and accepted it. I’ve told you time and time before that I didn’t want to make you sad again after just a couple minutes of coming online and disappearing again for weeks, even months! I thought you understood this…you even said you did…

i’m sorry for being a fucking bother to you.” A bother…? Then I guess you just don’t understand me at all. You think I don’t get emotionally down when I don’t see you? I fucking do, ok! Satisfied? But you know what? Since we don’t get each other…it’s better we don’t try at all. It’s just hurting both of us.

you won’t have to worry about me talking to you anymore i’m fucking done.” Done? I thought you already decided that when you posted this a while back…

Saturday, March 3, 2007
History Repeats in Reverse

Some say the most important thing in a relationship is trust and i agree, honestly i trust you 100% and i can say that honestly because while you’ve been gone i wasn’t worried about who you were with but rather sad at the fact that you’ve been gone for so long. But you’ve always known that i’ve trusted you in the first place. The second most important i think is communication and lately we haven’t had alot of it. saturday has come and gone for you and i’m writting this at about 2:11 AM sunday. Anyways I’m just writting this i guess to let you know how i feel. It goes without saying that i’ve been missing you alot and that’s been causing me to be more depressed as the days pass. I read your blog alot to see how you’re doing but for some reason that’s not enough. I know that you’re busy with school and you have a life of your own to live and all, but if everything else is so time consuming that i can’t see you more than twice a week and on the slim chance that you do come on that you’re swamped with work or having a meeting with your class mates then where do i fit in on your list of things to do? I always try to look at things from both sides, so i can understand that you have alot of work to do and projects and what not to get done and that getting on would probably put you behind. Also with your free time you probably go hang out and do stuff i’m guessing. yeah i guess i understand somewhat. and with you being sick lately that doesn’t make it any better. You’ve always tried to be there for me in the past and i don’t think that’s changed but lately i’ve been feeling more and more alone, left missing you and i don’t want to feel like that anymore. Yeah it’s selfish i guess to want to talk to you sometimes(all the time for about a month) but you’re no where to be found for quite a while. Plus right now you probably have more important things to be thinking of besides me honestly. if you closed your eyes and thought about it right now i bet you could think of about 5 if not more right away. that’s why i thinks it would be better if we split up again for a while…i was gone for a bit last time but wanted to do nothing but sit and chill with you when i got back like normal, but things won’t go back to normal for quite a while. (if it ever does go back) And on the off chance that it goes back to the normal before this whole thing became regular than who’s to say it won’t go back to being like this again? As you said before you are all I need, with that being said if a human also needs let’s say oxygen, in order to live right? so in a sense if you wanna look it in a weird way you’re like oxygen to me in the sense that i need you to keep going. but what happens when a person has no oxygen? of course they suffocate or in my case i feel lonely, depressed, and not like i used to…So knowing that i’ll probably still be the same because i still i have the same feelings for you that i’ve always had but i feel that you should be able to spare a few hours sometime to talk to me as long as we share the bond of lovers. so by breaking that bond i’ll be able to think about you not being on as what it is…you just not being here. so what i’m trying to say is that by you being my lover i feel that you should be here more often and that’s what’s aggitating/aggrivating me to the point of depression, if i know that you’re not my girlfriend anymore i won’t have to feel those feelings anymore because you’re not linked to me in a way that gives me the right to feel anything about you not coming on. i’ll still miss you…but the way i miss you now is much worse than i’ve felt before. There is still sunday left in which i’m still hoping to see you…i already got y hopes up to see you today but we all know how that went…anyway i’m not angry at you but rather i’m just too sad to keep going, seeing you for one day tommorow won’t change how i feel i think…because it’s most likely that from monday till who knows when i won’t see you again…so i’d like to talk to you sunday if you still want to come on…i probably won’t post here anymore after this there would be no point…Come talk to me about it if you can.i’ll be ready whenever you see me online next.I love you and goodbye. after this i doubt you’ll just wanna split up for a while i understand if you never speak to me again for this sorry for being so selfish.

Posted by Rock at 10:05 AM

Didn’t think I’d have saved it did you? Well I did. Granted that it’s long, but it’s obviously a breakup letter to me. I’ve been staring at this article for days since you posted, talked to me and deleted it away up till now. And I got to say, it was really selfish of me to have made you decide otherwise cause I know the hurt you’ve gone through since that day is more now. We should have ended it then and there…

sorry for acting like i stalker i guess fucking bullshit.” Stalking? I hardly thought so. I had great times being with you. It was my most precious memories there with you. I know, I know. We haven’t even met!! But still, I did love you with my whole heart and I still do. I just don’t think with us behaving this way, it’s gonna ever work. Maybe if we were on the same continent, it would have been better but I ono…

Oh well, I got to start my studying now, my exam is on the 24th and it’s only 18 day away. Well, goodbye my love, I’ll talk to you when you’ve calmed down a bit and see it from my perspective and then we’ll talk. Maybe after my exams which are on the 5th onwards in May. Love you…



Chester Bennington in KLCC

Ok, so like, on the 4th of April 2007, we – Woan Ling, Seok Ping and her sister, and I went to Tower Records in KLCC, Malaysia to go see Chester Bennington, live. He’s promoting his group, Linkin Park‘s newest album, Minutes to Midnight. And cause Seok Ping and her friend are fans I think… all 4 of us went la, without her friend of course, no idea why though…

So anyway, we went there around 2 something in the afternoon cause it’s suppose to start at 4pm but it was a REALLY bad idea cause there were already people lined up near the stage. They’ve booked (actually, more like they came really fucking early) all the breathing space near the stage…awww man!!!

Before we went there however, we were like a bunch of numb nuts cause we didn’t know where was the place!!! From the entrance to the LRT, we went all the way upstairs and tried looking for it, but no luck. When we neared the cinema, we saw the full map of KLCC and guess what? Tower Records was located all the way at the bottom…Concourse level, actually…aiseh, so we went to catch the SUPER TINY elevator to the bottom, missed a few cause we were distracted by the RM5 we saw on the floor and oh yea, the fact that we just stood around yapping and the tiny elevators were FULL.

When we managed to go down, we went straight for Tower Records and whoa!! Banyak people woi!!! ๐Ÿ˜ก Then we went in, we wanted to get the poster so he could sign it but we heard from the cashier (needed to PRE-ORDER the CD to get the poster) that it all depends on them (The Tower Records people, Chester, his bodyguards, and Serena C from whether he will only sign 50 lucky poster holders or 100 and more of them. So we decided not to buy la. Why waste so much when you can’t even get it signed…yea, I’m not really a fan…know why? Rock music put me to sleep…yea, I’m just weird that way ๐Ÿ˜€

So like that la, we went to stand near the side entrance assuming he’ll be entering from there but after one hour after the assumed time (meaning 5pm), it was TRULY unbearable to stand there waiting for him to show up =.=” you can even smell the sweat of the people around you and people are just yakking and screaming in front of the cameras it was DAMN LOUD man!!

SO anyways, he entered NOT from the most obvious entrance, but from the BACK of the room!!! So unexpected man…but luckily Woan Ling caught sight of him from her position at the back of the store and videoed him. Unfortunately though, she was confused as to WHICH one was he D: therefore we only saw a glimpse of him in the first video ๐Ÿ˜ฎ but the 2nd video isn’t any better cause we were quite far from him -sighs- and what’s worse, with the already small space, people were pushing us in some more!!!


During the signing session we went off la, not to mention we took a pic of him from the TV XD while he was signing!!! Well, can’t really blame us cause while he was signing, if it wasn’t the fans blocking him, it was his HUGE bodyguard who was opening the posters and handing it to him. Felt like strangling the bodyguard la!! Some more, there was this one dude, we asked to be EXCUSED politely, “Excuse me, please” so that we could get outta the crowd and you know what he said? He said “What fucking excuse la!!” and just mumbled it o_O eh dude, wanna insult people also say it into my face, kthx!! Ass!!!

Chester Bennington

This is how Chester Bennington looks like in photo shoots by professionals. I’m showing you this cause the videos might have butchered his look a bit la, blur ma…

This video was taken by Woan Ling

This video was taken by me, quite good considering that I videoed it without being able to see anything in front of my face but armpits =.=”” And lemme tell you, it wasn’t a pretty sight @_@

After leaving the place, we went to Burger King to eat. I had Apple Pie didn’t get to eat it till I was in the car home, but only ate half, the other half went into my brother’s grumbling tummy lol, large fries which got gobbled up by Woan Ling =.=”, ice-cream which melted half-way cause a sweet talking salesboy, yes, boy cause he’s too swift and young, tried to sell us cheap, probably fake, perfume which got rejected by all of us ;D and a medium Sprite didn’t finish it cause Woan Ling had the “pleasure” of dumping her Apple Pie wrapping into my cup and even played with it… celaka la!! Eating also cannot eat in peace =.=;;

When we finished and came out, an hour passed only and Tower Records was practically deserted!!! Damn fast horr he sign…then we went la to buy Sushi and then went onto the LRT and went home.

Also, I just made this signature for myself ^^ nice or not? Comment a bit la, kthx!! ^o^


PS : There are more pictures of that day, I’ll post it the minute I get the pictures from Seok Ping’s friend’s camera ๐Ÿ˜€

A Birthday Like Usual

Yes, it was the normal birthday as expected from my family. Wait for the whole family to come back from school/work and then the cake appears on the kitchen table, candles get lighted and placed onto/into the cake and then first I take individual pictures posing with my cake (marble cheesecake, mind you!!! -slurs- Caaaaaaaaaaake!!) then came the whole family (6 of us) behind the cake posing ๐Ÿ˜€

Don’t have us posing with the cake yet cause it’s still embedded into the digital camera and not in my phone. If it was then I could have shown it here now. Next day la, I’ll edit the article ๐Ÿ˜€ .

Then the birthday song is sung in the usual dull, hanging, dead-like way yay!! Happy Birthday to me! -sarcastic- Note the happy…should have been “Happily Dull Birthday To Me” and then the cake is chopped!! With a plastic knife, wheeeeeeeeeeee!!

Heh, I was posing with the butcher knife but it looks horrible!! Like I’m a gluttony or something T-T it’s NOT true I tell you!!! I deny!!!

Oooo and I had 2 different other cakes too!!! Loook!!!

Cake #1 : Tiramisu
Cake #2 : Chocolate Cheesecake

Looks delish, no? XP


Before that, when I went to University yesterday, I got a really awesome present from my gal pals lol. Wanna know what is it? Wanna, wanna, wanna?? Eh, why should I show you? So busybody wan, ish!! Lol just kidding. I’ll show it anyways cause it’s like…CUTE!!!!

Ta da~!!!! CUTE ain’t it?!?!? Tell me that those aren’t the most uberly-ebilly-cutest things you have ever seen in your whole life!!! You can’t huh!! Well cause it’s the TRUTH!!! FACE IT!! YOU’RE JEALOUS!!! LMAO

So anyways, the people who got me these cuties bought it (according to them) through the Internet and wanted to NOT give them to me!!! Cause they love it too XD~ Imagine that!! You got a present for the birthday girl and find it too irresistible and keeps it for yourself instead…oh man!! If I were them, I would have kept it ๐Ÿ˜› yea I know, that’s the way I am X3 Anyways, here’s my appreciation and gratitude to you all ๐Ÿ˜€


I truly mean it, babes!! So suck it up, cause you won’t be seeing that again for a looooooooooong time (a newly made one that is ๐Ÿ˜€ )

So that’s how my birthday went la. Thanks again to all who gave me a “Happy birthday” greeting , hugs, kisses and such ^^ it’s seriously humbling to know that all of them knew my birthday whereas I can’t even remember half of their names >_> yea, I know, I deserve to be hanged.

But hey, if they choose to remember me, that’s their business, aight? ๐Ÿ˜› I, too, have the right to not remember their names =.=” it’s a free country after all!! So anyways, that’s all fer now ^^ Bais~

PS : I can’t believe it!! As soon as the rain came, I’m sick…AGAIN!!! Some more my exams are coming soon!! On the 25th no less T-T HELP!!! I neeeeeeeeeeed the warm weather back again, but I DOOOOOOOOOOOOO so love the cooling weather we have now ๐Ÿ˜› so contradicting, right? Hahahaha, that’s just me lol ^^

Digi And Me

Lol, yes, the title says it all ^^ On Sunday, we went to the curve and we saw the yellow coverage men…so cute woi!! Yellow, round, fat people posing here and there and waving at cameras XD~

And I even went up to him and took a photo with him ๐Ÿ˜› so cute lerr…eh, I’m acting like a jakun la now…as if just came from the kampung ulu area into the glamorous city for the first time ๐Ÿ˜› but it was fun XP

And yesterday, the 2nd of April, I got a testimonial on my Friendster account from non other than……….the yellow dude!!!!

Some more today just reloaded my phone, reloaded RM50 and got a bonus, 50% making it RM75 woi!! Feeling damn happy now ^^ and also, another thing, a friend of mine, he’s gonna help me get a domain, perhaps he’s gonna get it for me first and I’ll pay him back later using my paypal as well as getting my blog hosted on his webserver for FREE!!!! But pai seh la, I told him when I got money I’ll pay him monthly/yearly lo, I’m not that greedy, k!!

Anyways, thanks to all who’ve greeted me a happy birthday ^^ I really appreciated it lots, thanks!! Love all of you for greeting my old age 20th birthday ^^;;

My Kidnapped Experience

So, last Sunday, meaning April Fool’s day, I went out with a couple of friends. Heh, was evilly fun la that day, wanna know why? -whispers- cause they paid for all my expenses!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Initially, I didn’t plan to go out at all on Sunday, wanna sleep the whole day away but horr…these 2 friends of mine FORCED me to go out with them lorr…I mean, WHAT KINDA PEOPLE FORCES OTHER PEOPLE TO GO OUT WHEN THE UNWILLING PERSON WANNA SLEEP?!?!?! =.=” So anyways, these kidnappers forced me to go to Cineleisure and The Curve la.

At first we went there, so damn deserted wan woi!!!! So we walked through the deserted Cineleisure at around 3pm like that towards the cinema la. Kidnapper #1 (Joanne) pulak, the signs all say go up, she pulak wanna go down, they say go left, she go right, if the sighs say “Walk into the wall”, she’ll sure jump off the 3rd floor la!! Aiseh…hang lou mou dai ngan (Didn’t bring the eyes along while walking)

When we reached there, we found out what had happened to all the living species on the face of the earth, apparently they were attracted like flies to the cinema, just like us. So over there, both my kidnappers pay la for the ticket to watch Mr. Bean.

Me : Damn glad I don’t have to pay anything ๐Ÿ˜€ -laughs smugly-

Woan Ling (K2) : Eh ya la!! That means I have to pay Joanne RM10 plus your share…-counts-…RM5!!! -groans in frustration-

Me : Hahahahahahaha…

After that, we went to hunt for a place to makan (eat). We went out of Cineleisure towards “The Street” where we saw a lot of flea market stalls around. But we didn’t care, eating comes first!! I pulak, as the kidnappee, went aimlessly to every shop I deem expensive and it’s SO FUNNY!!! Both the kidnappers kept pulling me away from there saying “Jessica~ come, we go to where you want to go~ SECRET RECIPE!!” -pulls and thugs with desperation-

At Secret Recipe, all 3 of us, looked at the menu, we looked, and looked, and looked and decided all 3 of us want Fish & Chips (hahahaha came ALL this way for some fish and fries lmao) and a small piece of cheesecake, yogurt I’m thinking…anyways, later I’ll post up a video of Secret Recipe la. Yea, we took videos of the outing but too bad at the end of the day, takdalah battery lagi T-T

Drink #1 : Ice Cafe Latte (Joanne)
Drink #2 : Ice Blended Cappuccino (Woan Ling)
Drink #3 : Hot Chocolate (Me ๐Ÿ˜› )
Drink #4 : Not a drink, it’s a tiny cup of sugar water (thought it was mine ๐Ÿ˜ก )

Side Dish : Cheesecake (Joanne & Woan Ling)

Lunch : Fish & Chips (all 3)

The Bill : RM 80.50
Service Charge : RM 7.00
Government Tax : RM 3.50
Payers : Joanne and Woan Ling
Freeloader : Me ๐Ÿ˜› and DAMN proud about it ^_-

After eating, we went back into “The Curve” and I tried to enter the shops but they ABSOLUTELY refused to let me in!!! T-T know why? Cause I told them that if I were to spend even 1 cent!! They would have to pay me TRIPLE!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! As we walk out of The Curve, guess who we saw!!!

The yellow coverage man!! Also known as the Digi mascot!! This Digi dude looks CUTE woi!! his face, baby face la!! -Screams hysterically- Anyways, K2, Woan Ling is in LOVE with him lol but too bad, she didn’t even dare to approach him LOL. But guess who did~


After that we just went off la to visit the flea market, but we didn’t buy anything whatsoever so went back into the Cineleisure la over there, omg so funny!!! We had a suspense moment where the kidnappee managed to run from her kidnappers but in the end kena tangkap jugak -sigh- again, you must wait for the next post when I post the videos. After that we went to sit la, still have a lot of time ma before the movie, so sit down and talk la, and again, another video later on.

After all the talking, we went la to drink (suggested by me of course, will never be suggested by them cause they’re the ones paying XD~) so we went la to the Zone Smoothie Bar and all 3 of us ordered juices.

Me : Berry Berry Licious Drink (RM 6.80) This is the most expensive and the nicest drink of all 3
Joanne : Strawberry forgotten the name liao (RM 5.80) At first it’s like, no taste, but it’ll turn sour later in your mouth.
Woan Ling : Lemon Lime (RM 2.80) The cheapest drink and the most awful XD

This goes to show that the more expensive the thing is, the better ๐Ÿ˜›

And then we went la to watch Mr. Bean. Fuyoh!! Funny woi!!

It was a really funny movie, we had our share of laughs and giggles and guffaws. Yes, we did all three, do not doubt our laughing abilities!!


Well, Mr. Bean is on holiday. Apparently, he’s won a trip to a the beach in Cannes, France but got into lots of trouble on the way there. Before boarding the train, he asks a man to take a video of him going into the train. Mr. Bean, being the usual selfish idiot he is, had the man take the video over and over again until it was perfect causing the man to miss his train. Mr. Bean however just said “There is nothing here.” and filmed the man running along with the train and laughs smugly.

Whatโ€™s worse is that the manโ€™s son was on board the train. When Mr. Bean realized this, he felt horrible and sat across the boy shame-faced. You could see it on his face. There, he tried to cheer the little boy with his antique tricks, such as the twitching of his ears.

Incidentally, Mr. Bean tried to help the boy find back his father. When Mr. Bean and the boy were at the next train station, the boyโ€™s father passed by in a train that was not going to stop. The boyโ€™s father was holding up a piece of paper with the word โ€˜Cannesโ€™ on it and his telephone number. Seeing this, Mr Bean tried to find something to write on but grabbed onto his camera instead in the inner pocket of his shirt and thus filmed the paper. Unfortunately, the boyโ€™s father accidentally covered the last two digits of the telephone number. Here, Mr. Bean, like a smart ass he is, wrote out all the possible numbers for the last two digits (from 00 to 99) and he and the boy tried to call every number on his list.

In the middle of the show, Mr. Bean and the boy got separated somehow. Mr. Bean even meets a beautiful young actress who was kind enough to give him a lift to Cannes who thought he was Russian since all he ever says is โ€˜oui, ouiโ€™ (oui = French for yes) to every question she asked.


Thus we have come to the end of the day, we went off to the ATM machine and withdrew some cash and end up calling my brother to fetch us from the entrance of The Curve however, we ended up regretting cause we had wanted to go over to IKEA and TESCO but had forgotten.

At the end of the day, the 2 kidnappers escaped and no one was able to capture them. Thus seeing the WANTED poster below, help this blogger by apprehending them.


Sometimes, you can find them walking together wearing identical clothing as well as identical branded T-shirts. But I’m sorry to say…there are no rewards for apprehending them. However, they are disposable.

Feeling Down…

Don’t know what’s wrong with me these days…haven’t been up to par at all whenever I go out or just plain staying at home…it’s as if my whole body is giving up on me, or perhaps it’s fighting to survive, it’s just that I just don’t seem to have the will to carry on any longer…


Today, I was quite happy to begin with, no idea why, maybe to cover the fact that I’m down on my luck and feeling really down and shitty about life. Yes, people, I DO get emotional from time to time, well DOH’ I’m only human, y’know…I have human emotions too, even if it sucks D:


Just now, my parents too me and my bro near Kelana Jaya LRT station there to eat Bak Kut Teh. Was suppose to start out happy, then suddenly, my father mentioned that he seem to be missing a few RM50 from his wallet. He intentionally pointed out to me and my brother that he’s suspecting us la…seeing as how my younger brother and my lil sis aren’t at home (they’re at PBSM camp now…) to steal. So that just leaves me and my lil bro…


Some more my dad even said that the person who could have taken it, took it between 11pm last night and 9am today…so I bengang la since OBVIOUSLY he’s pointing at me cause I went back home late last night around 12 something 1 like that…(went to Taylor’s college drama competition)…so bai meng he’s accusing me, right or not?!?! Damn fucked up la. Burst my bubble only…so the whole night, knowing that I didn’t fucking steal the money, I tried to lighten the mood la…damn it, I tried damn hard to make it lighter, the mood la…but still can feel the tension wan…


So just now la, coming home from the Bak Kut Teh restaurant, inside the car, damn silent, no one dared to say anything…damn…I hate this la, some more kena screwed over and accused pulak…I don’t feel happy now…in a very black mood now. Some more just now my dad said tomorrow is Cheng Meng so need to go to the family grave-mountain to clean the graves and offer to our ancestors offerings. I said I didn’t want to go and then my dad got angry again la!


The thing is, I’ve never been to help clean the cemeteries before. Never ever did anything on Cheng Meng before…not cause I’m lazy la. It’s cause I’m afraid to go…once when one of my grandparents from my mother’s side passed away, we went up a mountain in the morning to bury him, it just rained and everywhere was wet and muddy…like any good kid, I tried not to get scared and fall into somewhere cause a lot of holes here and there (for the next batch of coffins la…). What caused me to be afraid of mountain graveyards was that my brother who is younger than me by a year, he ALMOST fell into a HUGE hole…a huge hole so deep I thought that he’d be unable to get out of it if he fell…I was young that time and scared. That’s how I got this phobia of mountain graveyards…I mean, think about it…you’re going up the mountain and you accidentally slipped!! Oh no!! You feel your legs slipping under you and you feel yourself falling and sliding down the mountain. You see a hole in front of you but you can’t seem to stop yourself and you fall in…inside, it’s all four “walls” (more like four walls of sand, mud and creepy crawlies…). You try to climb out but it’s no use…the sand is caving in, burying you six feet deep, you can’t pull yourself up and finally, you’re buried…


Yes, that’s my fear and I can’t stand it if any of my family members were to fall in…I think i’ll just die…(told you I’m damn emotional today…) Blah…I just don’t feel myself today…some more, the will to type is draining out of me. I’m just too angry, frustrated, upset, down and everything negative today at everything especially the part where I got accused…gawd!! I hate feeling like this…I want to go back into my normal self (normal for me that is…) and just cheer up again…maybe I’ll just stick myself into a cold shower later to cool my head and just chill…I just don’t know who to talk to about my problems at times…maybe that’s why I created this blog…to let out my frustrations at the keyboard and leave something behind to remember by as to WHY and WHAT caused my frustrations…-sighs-…my will to type is disappearing…I’ll just leave now. Maybe I’ll type again after that cold shower…yeah…

Blogwhoring and Fucked-Up Kids…

Ish…I’m such a blog whore la…when get a new blog only, I’ll be so damn excited in blogging in that new one that I’ll forget the old one LOL. But not to fear!! I’m too in love with my MAIN blog to forget it…I’m just anxious to fill up that blog now LOL. Wanna make it seem damn full, y’know? Of course you do!!!

I mean, when you get new toys, like a new laptop kah, new handphone kah…you SURE wanna fiddle with it, aight? RIGHT!! So that new blog is like a new toy to me la!! Seeing as how much of a blog-whore I am, you’d want to read what I say, right? RIGHT!! Lol, I just love to type a lot even if it’s SO random and full of bullshit…

Anyways, it’s almost time to go la…sister’s birthday today some more I’m damn sleepy now and tomorrow got LOTS of stuff to do for the assignment and if Li Rou’s school tak approve us to go to her secondary school pula…we all need to go back to my old school, Samad la…some more, my brother, lately he’s been telling me that the Form Fives in my old school has been bullying the innocent and naive Form Two students who just graduated from their safe haven from the afternoon classes of Form One in morning classes of Form Two…these kids were like…”Hooray!!! Morning classes, here we come!!!” one moment and the next moment pula… “MOMMY!!! DADDY!!! HELP!!!!!” like…what the fucking man…

I didn’t have any of these problems during my time when I studied there…before they say Samad was famous for Gangsterism and their great Form 6 academics but now…it’s truly an ALL GANGSTER school…like…BASTARDS!!! I don’t feel proud at all to call Sultan Abdul Samad my school…stupid fucking kids…I am SO GONNA camwhore when I go back there and stick their bloody faces up on my blog for the world to see these fucking juveniles!! Stupid kids!!

Just you wait la…I mean…what the hell is wrong with kids nowadays?!?! Wanna act macho is it? Being macho is all fine and dandy but it’s just fucking degrading if you just wanna act big by stepping on others below you!! Gawd!! Take a hike and get a life, man!! Ish…I bet the school authorities also tak buat apa-apa pun!! WAKE UP TO WHAT’S HAPPENING AROUND YOU, SAMAD!! DO SOMETHING!!!

Meh…talk more later when I get home la…need to take into consideration as to what is happening there la…yea, I’m going there later after this English Trivia competition…I’ll be there to spy on unhealthy activities ๐Ÿ˜› be sure to stay tune!!!

Over and out!!

Pan’s Labyrinth

Today a friend and I went to watch Pan’s Labyrinth.

Pan's Labyrinth

It’s a spanish movie that has amazing graphics unlike the movie, Bridge to Tarabithia which is SO UNREAL!!! In this movie, even though it’s in Spanish, it’s very touching and the storyline is very gan joing wan!! While watching the movie, I felt myself leave the seat to try to help the main character in the movie, Ofelia (a.k.a. Princess Moanna).

I’m not gonna say it’s the best gawdamn movie and should be given every single piece of award. But it’s on of the best movie I’ve seen so far this year. And it’s in Spanish too!! My admiration is showing now lol

Spoiler Begins

This show is about a girl who is a princess who lives in the underground world. Because of her bat gua-ness (curiosity)…she ran from her bodyguards and into the living world. In the process, she got amnesia from the sunlight more like ultraviolet rays due to global warming!! And eventually died from diseases aiseh…kena bird flu kah? Or maybe overexposure to EVERY disease known to mankind!! and other natural causes like the cold weather.

Then in comes Ofelia, she and her mother are embarking on a rough trail into the mountains to meet Ofelia’s new father. Vidal, is the leader of the fascist devotees. The captain is a very cruel man who is without feelings. Basically, he married Ofelia’s mom to hump her get a son out of her to replace his dead father who died in war.

In the beginning of the show, we see that Ofelia makes a new friend in a belalang fairy that becomes somewhat like a fairy with the big wings and such…just have weird colored skins is all.

Fairy slash Belalang Belalang become something like this!!

Then this belalang lead her to the labyrinth near the Captain’s housing area which looks like a maze…sure can get lost if the belalang didn’t do this job in taking her there. If he got them lost, he’s out of the tourism business, man!! Aiseh…then again, meet another funny/scary looking goatman/horsey.

Goatman slash Horsey Faun close up!!

Those are the good guys la!! The bad guys pulak…

Mr. Frogeyman Mr. Why-the-fuck-are-my-eyes-in-my-hands!!

Mr. Frogeyman and Mr. Why-the-fuck-are-my-eyes-in-my-hands!!

Then tra-la-la the show continues on la, with many going ons like betrayal, battles, killings, blood, gore, death and so on la. You know what I mean…don’t want to spoil the movie too much for you ๐Ÿ˜›

Also I can’t believe that when the people was given their daily rations…when the commander gave out bread…he bagi lecture percuma jugak!! Like…LOL. To eat bread also need to listen to lecture first…aiyah…starve liao la before you get to eat the bread…so cham ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

Spoiler Ends

Mmm, this movie good la. Not bad at all. I was even able to shed some tears around the end. Ooo!! I love the anxious parts where they put us in suspense as to what is gonna happen soon and such. This is a good movie. It’s surprising that many Malaysians went and watch it too, today.

It’s a good movie. I recommend you to watch it…but make sure to bring your eyes cause you have to watch the movie in a most difficult way!! Watching with one eye on the graphics and the moving people and so on and the other eye have to follow the translation LMAO. Thank gawd I’m used to doing this that’s why boleh enjoy the movie ๐Ÿ˜›

Absence From Life…(Part 5)

Continued from Absence From Life…(Part 4)

Hoorah!! The next and also the LAST episode of my absence!! *Does a congratulatory dance* So what are you waiting for? Let’s do the bogey wogey!!! On to the flashback!!

*Flashbacks* (Take note that I will be mentioning the events in present tenseโ€ฆwith occasional past and future tense due to forgetfulness of my grammerโ€ฆ)

Monday (12/03/07)

(Continue from Part 4)…”WAKE UP!! WAKE UP!!!” And there goes my alarm ๐Ÿ˜ก what time is it anyways ~.~zZ oh yea…I had a sleepover last night…and they’re still here *yawns* la~ really reluctant to get up…but pai seh la if I don’t wake up cause Joanne already woke up…


“What time you both leaving later?”

*yawning* “Later la…”

“Why? Wanna watch some more Blood is it?”

*laughs* “Ya la…mustn’t waste time!”


So I started the next episode of Blood+, Woan Ling who was half asleep who had replied me, kinda jumped out of the tiny bed and onto the other tiny bed facing the computer to watch Blood+ XD *claps* addicted liao the siao cha bo (silly/crazy girl)


Around 11 something they left la to Millennium Court and once again I was alone in my room ๐Ÿ™‚ deliriously happy, I fell into bed and fall asleep till around 6pm. Woke up to bath, eat and watch tv and back to bed again till the next day ๐Ÿ˜€


What did you expect? Another long post like the ones before? Aiyah, last episode what, should make it memorably short…not happy meh?! Eh, what can you expect? I also sian (bored) already writing so much (typing)…so enjoy the shortness la, the next article, NO MERCY!!

Absence From Life…(Part 4)

Continued from Absence From Life…(Part 3)

Another chapter to the 5 part story on why I wasn’t on for about a week…

*Flashbacks* (Take note that I will be mentioning the events in present tenseโ€ฆwith occasional past and future tense due to forgetfulness of my grammerโ€ฆ)

Sunday (11/03/07)

(Continue from Part 3)…Meh…is it Sunday already? If it’s Sunday…why the hell am I awake at the crack of dawn? *sighs* My biological clock is going whack ๐Ÿ˜ก Bleh…oh well…hmm…oh yea!! I am suppose to go out with Joanne and Woan Ling today to get a well deserved break from our assignments ๐Ÿ˜› Tee hee…I probably woke them way early too cause I messaged them early ^o^ at least I’m not the only one awake XP


Around 10am, my mom knocked on my room door and ordered me to change my clothes to eat “dim sum” at Paramount there. Got 1 place very famous for it’s Dim Sum. OMG damn pack, k! No place to sit at all lo…some more most of the people there already finished eating, but don’t want to leave at all! We had to wait mmm I think half an hour before someone bothered to move their lazy asses to give us a place to eat.


But before we reach the restaurant leh, my brother kena bombed by my parents for abusing the car when he drives…my dad was telling him to not immediately go forward after reversing because it will spoil the gear box and it’ll cost RM10k++ to get a new one. So he angry la! Giving us the black face all morning. From what was a good day become cloudy liao, some more got thunderclouds!! He some more so “mo lei mao” (no manners) towards us. He just got up from the seat at the restaurant as the food came and left by himself taking his black face along with him!! But ah, the atmosphere didn’t change. The thunderclouds is still hovering above us. My parents even began to argue that they shouldn’t have scolded him so badly =.=;;;


When we finished eating the Dim Sum dishes, we were quite happy again :D. But, FANTASTIC!! He decided to show up again with his black face and glare at us o_O I was almost afraid that my parents gonna scold him in front of the other customers. But funnily, they APOLOGIZED to HIM!!!! O_O!!! How come they never apologize to me even if they were in the wrong =.=;;; Just cause I’m the oldest is it?!?! Damn… Meh, so we started to leave the restaurant when my bro told me to tell mommy that “My friend is coming to fetch me so I might not come back for dinner…wait, I’m not coming back tonight la, tell her I’m going to stay over at my friend’s, and tell her don’t bother to call me cause I didn’t bring my phone out today…” and left. Huh wait…if he didn’t bring out his handphone…then how come he can tell his friend to fetch him?!?! ๐Ÿ˜ก Liar!!


So back at home, I told my parents that I am suppose to go watch a movie today with Woan Ling and Joanne and we planned to go out around…mmm…2pm but Woan Ling told us that her dad was gonna fetch us there so we got to wait till 2.30pm before she arrives. So I waited…and waited…and waited…2.40pm and still not a car in sight…well, maybe just the garbage truck, 3 Rapid KL buses, a couple of lorries, some Protons, BMW, Kancils, and many motorcyclists ๐Ÿ˜›


Then I decided to take another bath as it was a very hot, hot, HOT day. I took a rather quick bath (5 to 10 minutes) and when I came out, she was still not here yet o_O. I called her handphone and she told me to wait some more…”should be arriving soon, I’ll miss call you when I reach” So again, I waited la…and waited some more D: untill around 3.20pm only she arrived O_o how is THAT 3pm I ask you?!?! Cheh…


So in the car, I told them la what happened that morning and damn, were they as surprised as I was that morning when I told them that my parents apologized to him…


Whatever la…we reached to One Utama at last. we headed straight to the GSC cinema at the new wing. Whoa! Damn many people there leh! We went and lined up behind as fast as we can so we don’t have to wait longer. There we talk some more la we have so much to talk about o_O and we have been seeing each other for DAYS!!! We had the choice to watch…300, some chinese movie and Bridge to Tarabithia. And guess what we chose??

Gives time for a suspense moment…

Nuh uh!! It wasn’t 300…it was…Bridge to Tarabithia!!

Bridge to Tarabithia

And let me tell you this. This show is Hella an AWESOME show and deserves to be PRAISED all over the WORLD as the one most AWESOME-EST shows ever to be found on EARTH!!…NOT =.=;;; well if you were a kid from the age of 2 to 8, you’d this it’s the most awesome-est thing ever. But after that, it’s :

1. Boring
2. Lame
3. Got bad graphics
4. Dull
5. Makes you want to go “WTH?!?!?!” and “WTF is with that freakish squirrel?!?!” and also by a friend of mine “Wei, their scariest monster is a squirrel?!?! So stupid!!”
6. Storyline is damn weird and it’s not for those who has passed into teen-hood.
7. A waste of money!!

Note : You may think this movie is “COOL” but that’s YOUR opinion. This is MINE. So don’t flame me saying that I don’t appreciate good stuffs. Eff off if you can’t take my criticism!!


Damn it la…we wasted RM10 for such a che kai/lauya/sei chun (useless) show!!! Why the hell did we choose that show, I have no idea…well, we have learnt out lesson!!! No more happy-happy-joy-joy shows for us ever again!!! EVER!!! If you don’t believe me when I say it’s an awful movie and you shouldn’t watch, please go ahead, watch it as you please. Since we all have different tastes…like the woman sitting beside us in the movie…all she said was “Kenapa dia buat macam tu?!?!” when the boy threw his bag on the floor =.=;;;


Hello, Mak Cik!! That’s SO not the point, OK?!?!?! Tu bukanlah ganjil sangat!! Budak-budak memanglah macam tu!! Takkanlah anda tidak buat begitu bila muda, kan?!?! Cheh…(Hey, aunty!! That’s SO not the point, OK?!?!?! It’s not even that strange!! Kids are like that!! Don’t tell me you weren’t like him when you were young?!?!)


Some more before this, we went to the food court in One Utama’s old wing underground. And I had the special mee from the earlier stores near the Baskin Robbins. And the guy who was making the food, made it too long!! Become so sticky and thick…dou mm hai yan sek geh…(Can’t be eaten by humans…)

This is before I ate the noodles. Looks delish, no? Yea, I was fooled too!!

This is the After picture. Yea, I didn’t eat much as you can see…it’s too thick and yuck ๐Ÿ˜ก See that I only ate a little portion of the noodles and gobbled up the meat XD

Meh…wasted another RM5 on THAT noodles…should have gotten Chicken Rice…nice and simple…


After the movie, we went all the way underground again to get ice cream ๐Ÿ˜€ Italian Gelatto!! Whooo!! Awesome stuff!! Tastes better than Baskin Robbins and cheaper too!! ^^ Umph…I bet I gained a whopping after I had their ice cream ^^;;; So after eating the delicious ice cream, we all went back to my house to watch badminton.


Wasn’t me who wanted to watch it…I’m not much of a sports person, that’s why so fat, heh ๐Ÿ™‚ We were FORCED by Woan Ling to watch it “We must sokong (root for) Malaysia you know!!! Be patriotic!! Sokong Malaysia!! Don’t sokong China, you know!!”


Being very unsportsman-like, I told Woan Ling, “I’ll sokong the one who is going to win and is the one who is gonna finish the game faster” while Joanne didn’t even bother, she just fiddled with all our phones XD It was so funny cause then I ended up having to root for Malaysia cause we were winning…the men’s doubles was winning for the first time in 10 years!! And we won XD There was a few claps and hoorah for the Malaysian team and we went back to watching the almost-finished “Fog”, the movie.


When the movie finished, we obviously went back to watching anime again lo. Ya, Blood+ again. Not even finished yet now. And yet again, bathing using the tiny towel. They have to share again la, since they didn’t have their clothes and stuff since we didn’t plan on them staying over…again XD So on and on, episode after episode, we continue to watch. but I fell asleep in the middle cause I watched before already. They pulak, watch until cannot stop…addicted liao hahahahaha…


So like that la, our day…MY day…so productive, right? XD So this is the end of Part 4 of my story during my absence. Wait la for the next and last part of this story ๐Ÿ˜›

Continue on to Absence From Life…(Part 5)

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